“Narcissistic Trance”
“Narcissistic Trance”
This was the hardest essay to write , because the topic is quite complex. So, I divided it to four different section as described below:
Basic concept of “Narcissistic Trance”
Ramping up the activities prior to making a meeting as “Narcissistic Trance”
Setting the meeting as anchor for “Narcissistic Trance” (flashback)
Activating the anchor , by the way of way of "munchausen syndrome by proxy"(flashback)
Narcissistic Trance
Trance: A state of altered consciousness, somewhat resembling sleep, during which voluntary movement is lost, as in hypnosis. A hypnotic, cataleptic, or ecstatic state. Detachment from one's physical surroundings, as in contemplation or daydreaming. A stunned condition; daze; stupor.
It follows the following stages:
Extreme Anger and fear
Victim experience: The Trance Of Fear And Surviving The Narcissist. He experiences the feeling of annihilation.
Cluster B (Narcissists )experience: a total power over his victim.
This is the dynamic that is created when an animal is eaten alive by a predator
Then Victim goes to the state of Feeling Helpless/Hopeless
the victim Experiencing annihilation
At this point Internal Opioids kicks in
self-medicate by releasing the internal opioids that the animal brain is programmed to release when danger is so great that death seems imminent.
The collapse response is an extreme abandonment of consciousness. It appears to be an out-of-body experience that is the ultimate dissociation. It can sometimes be seen in prey animals that are about to be killed.
HYPOarousal gets Activate
Binge is a futile attempt to rebuild sensory system
First we have to understand the term " triangulation".
What is a Narcissist's Triangulation? Triangulation is considered a form of emotional abuse that can occur in any relationship. Including the 12 steps fellowship.
The covert narcissist (“Cluster B”) as a member of the fellowship, may pull in a third person into the toxic fellowship relationship. This is to create conflicts between the the victim and the other person.
The third person in triangulation becomes the foot solider for cluster B . They do the work for him. Like flying monkeys in Wizard Of Oz.
Ramani has an amazing explanation for this topic in the following youtube video.
I have also written on my detailed experience with this sinister phenomenon.
"Cluster B" Flying Monkeys Making Machine
My two home meetings were the primary target for the attacks known as“Narcissistic Trance“. They were “Friday and Tuesday nights” meetings. There were over 8 incidents. I have listed, a few of them.
Below is the list of the triangulation incidents. The abbreviation of the third person and the date that occurred.
1 Episode lasted from Dec 26 2020 Jan 7 2021
2 Episode lasted from 9/10/2020 to 9/27/2020
3 Episod last from 5/29/2020 8/16/2020
This is the worst episode that lasted more than 2 and half months.
Below is the breakdown of the types of narcissistic attacks that have occurred. The tally is not limited to these scenarios , but overall attacks.
Construction of the flashback was just explained. Once the flashback point is created , they are permanently imprinted into the victim's brain. It can not be undone.
It is permanent damage to the brain, In particular hippocampus , prefrontal cortex and amygdala gland. It is violent through the soft Method.
Any contact with the member of the intergroup would activate the flashback of “Narcissistic Trance” and its consequences . This has been explained in Basic concept of “Narcissistic Trance”.
Now the Cluster B (narcissist) sees the fruit of his work. He splits into another persona, “A Loving Mother”.
This condition is called “munchausen by proxy” or with its new term "Factitious Disorder Imposed on Another (FDIA)